Don't Judge till you walk in there Shoes

Someone very old told me today, "Don't Judge till You Walked in there Shoes."
Very true I said
So here it goes Brother I am very sorry cause I don't know what your going through and your right in so many ways.
We as a mother should take responsibility and as you as a father.
I love you both so I can't be on your side or hers
I don't know what people think or what goes through there mind
You ask me if I would had left my kids?
My answer is no but she is not me.
I have been in a abusive relationship were I have had busted lips, black eyes, kicked in my back/stomach, thrown around and slapped around.
I was always asked why did you stay with him? My answer was I don't know, I knew I was worth more but I had no one to tell. I needed help to get out or maybe I just loved him so much that I thought things would change.
You ask if I ever tried to leave? Yes I did and I would come back maybe cause I was weak
You ask did I have kids? Yes I did at the time
You ask did I take them? Yes I did cause there was no way I would leave them there with him
You ask why not? Because I always felt that he would not take care of them
You ask why it is there dad? Yes but he has never been a father were he would show them love you

So there Brother that's the reason why she left them with you, you have been a loving father and she knew you would be there for them. So don't question her why, at the time it felt like the right thing to do. I love you both so please take care. This goes to everyone, Don't Judge Till you Walk in There Shoes.

my Juliet is sad

its been a while but only cause I have been moving
yes its true we moved out of that house where so much has happened
My juliet is going through a really hard time
she thinks that having curves are a bad thing
she don't want to go to school
shes always sad at home
she never comes out of the room
I don't know how to get her to understand that its ok if she don't look like a stick
this really sucks cause shes not her self
I don't want her to be depressed anymore
I'm scared to think that it could get worst
I pray that she will stop thinking about it but thats all she talks about now

S.O.A

no one knows

today i woke up to bad news
i was told this 14 year old had shot her self in the heart
Why I ask?
No one knows
All they can say is that she was a very happy kid...
So I have to say even if your baby is the happiest kid don't forget to sit with your kids and talk to them.
Always ask, baby are you ok?
Let them know they can always tell you anything.
I feel really bad for this family cause they have no answer of why she did this
and they won't have her around with them
All I hear is that she was always very happy, lol, actting silly, and very loving.
But that will never answer her moms question of why she did what she did.
It is very sad that a very young ladie life ended before it could even start

Happy 4th

I have to say it was nice to see the kids this 4th and it felt good when they run up to me. The first thing baby Daniel asked was tia rosa will you please come to my party and my answer was as long as you tell me when it will be. I don't think I ever missed any of his birthdays and I don't plan to miss one now.

It sucked that my mom can't talk to me yet and I know she thought I was not going to show up. But you know what I didn't do anything wrong so I went to my sister's. My brother in the other hand recieved me with a hug and said to me, Rosa I'm sorry. I was try to be the bigger person so I said hi to her and she just ignored me. But oh well what can I do? I will keep praying that one day we can talk again mom and I love you!

Juliet @ tumbling class

Juliet and her boyfriend Vinny @ Soundbox Studio

She said this her man Vinny

She just wanted to be next to him:(